long weekend to come... ugh

im having the holiday fever.

which is weird. half of the office is empty.
of course it is lunch time now. but that's beside the point.
and i truly have no mood to work. at all.
again i repeat, it is - after all - lunchtime.

seriously, merdeka weekend.
something about it just make me wanna puke.

it has nothing to do with our independence and all. im proud to be a malaysian and blah blah.. yeah all that..

still - doesnt change the fact that i wanna puke and curse the whole weekend. ok. not that extreme. but something to that effect.

worst thing, i cant even go out and get STUPID drunk coz

1. fri - dinner plan with some old friends. clean ones. one is due to give birth very-very soon. u do the maths.
   
2. sat - church plan with some old friend. very the clean one. after church i always feel so overly alim and i feel guilty doing something nasty. hah. esp if i plan to go for confession that day. yeah.. its about time. again.
   
3. sun - hmmmmm... i wonder.

[psst.. im glad to meet up with item 1 & 2 above. it has been quite some time... hehhe ;P]

monday is holiday ba kan? let me check.
yup it is.

is there a pill that can erase some part of your memory?

i am desperately in need to get some alcohol into my system to numb whatever it is that needs to be numbed. is that even the correct english?
who the f*** cares.

over & out.


previously: on merdeka 2007