TWILIGHTOLICS - seriously...

the movie is coming out in 21 days...
and already there r spoilers everywhere...
damn..
is that even legal???

anyhow..

just listen..
how sakai can the audience be??



its gonna be a long 21 days..
damn..

**** updates...

ugh.. not available ody.. cis.. fret not.. here's another one..
audience still the same - same time same place as the above .
so still as sakai..



:)

Happy Halloween

the m'sians doesnt really do trick or treat.. in fact we dun - like at all.so, im not really sure what is the relevance of halloween other than the fact that people dressed up in costumes for clubbing. if my memory serves me correctly - few years ago - me and bunch of girlfrens of mine put an apple (was it?) under our pillow to dream of our soul mate.

how did we ever come up with that idea?? who is the genius behind all this??

see.. even my memory is playing tricks on me.

of coz i never get to dream coz i was too busy being uncomfortable having an apple under the pillow.. sakit kepala oh..

moving on.....
just to update (and any reason to upload pics of me hah!!), during the deepavali long weekend.. my sis & i (+ clim) went to genting. we were bored. hrc was still closed for renovation and we kinda ran out of place to hang out..

i mean.. if this is what we do every weekend.. no wonder i grow sideways before i can say 'diet'well.. we love food.. and i love my coffee..
that after PH, we can actually walk for a bit and end up in CB...

basically, we just waste money on food and coffee.. one after another..

so.. that is why.. when vsk suggested genting.. we did wondered wat exactly do we do in genting.. i dun go into casino coz i know i wont be able to stop myself...
i dun go for the rides.. coz.. lets just say the rides in genting doesnt excite me that much..
yeah im hard to please.. sue me.

so.. we do what we do best.

"i have never seen so many colours on any girl before.." -P.S. I Love U
- that is what we're trying to capture here.

nothing new here.. coffee freakss..

still can tahan the cold.. coffee still hot.. niceee...

few minutes later....

much much later...

few hours later....

yup.. in the end it gets too cold..
what i'd do usually - cover my nose.. normal rite?

hmmm... im still trying to remember what was it that was so funny that my eyes can actually be that small... clim i understand la hilang trus her eyes.. hahha..

if it gets too cold in genting.. the only remedy is to have hot hot hot bubur at McD.. yeah...



see me listening to whatever CK trying to debate like her life depends on it..
and me with the many-many expression..

priceless isn't?? was i really listening
and did i have a conversation with my self - in the head (again)??

all is good.

a quarter day away from kl really did uplift my spirit.

over and out.

Yesterday

I just cant believe u're gone
Still waiting for morning to come
Want to see if the sun will rise
Without you by my side
When we had so much in store
Tell me what is it all reaching for
When we're through building memories
I'll hold yesterday - in my heart
In my heart

[***chorus***]
They can take tomorrow and the plans we made
They can take the music that we'll never play
All the broken dreams - Take everything
Just take it away
But they can never have yesterday
They can take the future that we'll never know
They can take the places that we said we will go
All the broken dreams - Take everything
Just take it away
But they can never have yesterday



You always choose to stay
I should be thankful for everyday
Heaven knows what the future holds
0r at least where the story goes
[I never believed it until now]
I know I'll see you again - I'm sure
No it's not selfish to ask for more
One more night - one more day
One more smile on your face
But they can't take yesterday

repeat [***chorus***]

I thought our days would last forever
[But it wasn't our destiny]
'Coz in my mind we had so much time
But I was so wrong
No I can - believe me
I can still find the strength in the moments we made
I'm looking back on yesterday

repeat [***chorus***]

Take everything
But they can never have yesterday

By: Leona Lewis

and the tarot reveals...

blah blah blah.. no partnership... blah blah blah.. abroad.. blah blah blah.. past... blah blah blah.. dun lend.. blah blah blah.. trouble... blah blah blah... new person.. blah blah blah.. 7 months.. blah blah blah.. march.. blah blah blah.. 3 years.. blah blah blah.. happy.. blah blah blah.. think.. blah blah blah... choice.. blah blah blah... stable.. blah blah blah...

muahhahahha....

like im gonna tell u kan..

just to put on record.. i am NOT a millionaire in the making..
damn..

to conclude.. it was a good read..
not all gud news.. but gud enough for gud ole' me..

:)

Harry Potter & The Half Blood Prince

apart from loving the vampires and the werewolves.. im also a big harry potter geek. the next installation is coming out only in July 2009 - :(

that is a little bit too much of WB.
hmmm..

enjoy the trailer anyway..

TWILIGHTOLIC ANONYMOUS

nothing new on this trailer..

its just that the numbers (i.e. the date) at the end of the trailer bugs me ...

and i do mean BIG time..
and not becoz i havent had my 1st coffee fix yet.

was it a typo??

Tagged - 10 favourite ...

was tagged by angelicbug..

its supposed to be 10 favourite pics..

but seeing that i never really follow any rules anyway.. im gonna post my 10 moments of my life.. and since i have very limited pics in my laptop (as most of it r in my thumbdrive which is safely in the drawer in d office).

So, wat i have here will just have to do..

hopefully it'll give u an idea as to whichever memories im trying so hard not to let go or CANT let go - not yet anyway...

so here goes..

(1) the innocent years.. 1978
met my first friend ever.. mr joshua.. i cant remember him - not clearly anyway. but somehow i remember the name. even my dad cant remember the last name. so, looking up for him is like looking for my teardrop in the sea. after dawson's creek, i kinda hope that mr joshua and joshua jackson is the same and one person.. heheheh..

(2) pre-life... 1986

this is when i realised life is not always black and white.. sometimes, its *pink (or whatever colours u can think of) ...

(3) pre-boys... 1988-89
life was still in non-complication phase. its safer to like someone from afar.. no need of mengurats... no hook ups.. no break ups..

(4) the big sister years... 1990-91
who can ignore my in-house amah.. free of charge!!! those were the days.. these 2 still not in the big-sis' club yet.. we always always have to halau them from our room.. but the one with the spec were very persistent.. her tangan masuk pun cukup la..

(5) the high-school years...1992
my friends-for-life.. CS not in the pic.. but i heart all of them. also including RK whom i had found recently in FB and SG whom i had lost touch since. hopefully, one day - we'll get together again and relive the old times.

(6) the london times...1995-1997
what can i say?? sweet moments last only a while but in memories, they last forever..

(7) the dying years...1998-1999
postA - big part of me died. the years when i discovered nightlife and took it by a storm. the years when breathing alone became a chore - the lost years. i cant remember MOST of it. mostly by choice.

(8) the hrc/ava years...> 1999
my whole orbit changed. the solar system went haywire. life one minute made sense. the next, not really. and im hooked. for life. or maybe not.

(9) the christmases...
the season where all of us - under one roof - making home upside-down..

(10) the weddings
love both the weddings - love the new extensions to the family. hopefully, more to come.

* * * * * * * * * * *

there you go..
the 10 significant moments of my life..

at least those that i happened to have the pic in my laptop to represent.

i NOW tag DOLLY - as she likes taking photo.. so im sure dia ada banyak tu gambar..

muahahahahahhaha

over and out.

Saturday entry.

well.. havent really been blogging my hearts out here for quite some time now.. that is always a good thing. its still early now.. well, its 12:18pm to be exact.. kira early la tu.. since i usually get up around 3pm.. hahha.

today is saturday bah kan??

well, nothing much happened lately. i just had my 1st bday bash (in my heart) but for those who feel bad for not wishing me all the luck in the world (which includes winning that 6/52 20mill) - dun stress urself too much.. i have my 2nd bday looming over my head to officially turn me into NOT 32 anymore..

some of u may say.. wtf ??

well.. im one of those lucky people who gets to celebrate twice.. yes people.. dua kali.. heheh
i get to decide when i want to be old. tho its only a month difference.. but believe me... at this age.. you'll grab whatever works for u..

my sis & i are going for tarot reading.. well, im going. the sis just there for the moral support. thus, the reason for me waking up at this Godly hours.. :) my dad wont like it if he ever finds out coz i dunno.. something to do with it being against christianity or something - but im doing this for fun.. the last time i went was in 2003.. it says alot of stuff that somehow i see it happening over the years ..

and it bugs me coz i like to defy fate... i work against it.. like when the tarot lady says dun change job yet... i immediately hand in my notice.. u know stuff like that..

so.. yes.. im doing this for fun.. coz, i need some sign (or whatever it is u call it) : where this life is going..

when u r in ur 20s.. ur whole life is there before u - and if u r smart enuf, u'll take every opportunity there is to experience what life had to offer.. all the good and bad things... especially the bad things!! hah.. the bad thing usually the one that'll make u wiser.

make every small mistake.. and big mistake if u must.. hey!! its not as big if u can still go back on course rite?? back then, i imagined.. i would eventually BE where i needed to be around now..

but nonetheless.. i have alot to be thankful for. im grateful that im able to bounce back from watever life throws at me. im thankful that my family is all in great health. im happy that im able to say that im NOT stuck in whatever situation or circumstances that i cant run away from..

people said, dun sweat the small stuff..
but id say, its the little things that counts.

will update u guys on how the tarot reading is going... lets hope the tarot lady says im gonna be a millionaire in the making..

have to get ready now..

later people.

Seven Things

I probably shouldn't say this
But at times I get so scared
When I think about the previous
Relationship we shared

It was awesome but we lost it
It's not possible for me, not to care
And now we're standing in the rain
But nothing's ever gonna change until you hear, my dear

The 7 things I hate about you
The 7 things I hate about you, oh you
You're vain, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy
Your friends, they're jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

It's awkward and it's silent
As I wait for you to say
What I need to hear now
Your sincere apology
When you mean it, I'll believe it
If you text it, I'll delete it
Let's be clear
Oh I'm not coming back
You're taking 7 steps here

The 7 things I hate about you
You're vain, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy
Your friends, they're jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

And compared to all the great things
That would take too long to write
I probably should mention
The 7 that I like

The 7 things I like about you
Your hair, your eyes, your old Levi's
When we kiss I'm hypnotized
You make me laugh, you make me cry
But I guess that's both I'll have to buy
Your hands in mine
When we're intertwined, everything's alright
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I like most that you do
You make me love you
You do

By: Miley Cyrus

Final Countdown

Someone would leave.
Someone always leaves.

Then we would have to say good-bye.
I hate good-byes.

I know what I need.
I need more hellos.

~Charles M. Schulz

First Round.

"If you
carry
your
childhood
with you,

you'd
never
become
older"
-unk.




HBD little one.

**** update:
im putting a link here to dolly's blog.
coz i found something very very incriminating.
hah. as clearly said by Mr. Shaggy, It wasn't me.

The 3rd year

LIFE
October 20th, 2005

the only thing i learned about life in my 30 years of living is that, it goes on...
archive from My so-called life, SK

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i have been blogging for 3 years now. i initially started with quotes that makes sense in my head - or songs that i can relate to at any given moment. but i wasnt a serious blogger. not then anyway. this particular blog started out as a personal outlet. for me to burst whatever steam i needed to let out on any given day.

a place where i can whine my heart out. and when i opened it to public... alot of entries have to be deleted.. not only to protect the last shred of dignity im holding on to (the ones that i think i still have anyway..) but also due to certain someone's errr... what do u call it??? hmmm... tu la tu..

sometimes i can be funny.

sometimes i can be very direct.

sometimes i can just be stupid.

at times im pathetic.

other times i can bore u to death.

and there are times, i dun make any sense at all..

and --- even if my pictures are splashed everywhere in this blog - as cam-whoring is one of my no. 1 hobbies - you'd realise that i never used FULL name. coz i appreciate privacy - babies doesnt count.

What's in a name??
That which we call a rose
- by any other name
............ would smell as sweet.

It does seem like privacy the last thing i wanted - since i dun block readers here... but suffice to say

- there are people in this world that i hope will never ever find their way to this blog.

either way,

im still as sweet.

and smell - just as sweet. :)

happy blogday blogy dear.

it has been quite a ride so far.

Caitlyn Rose

arrggghhh... so gigit-able..

i *** heart *** u baby girl.

muaksss

who would've thought..

- who would've thought -
i was once a kanak-kanak.

unbelieve-able

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******** million years later ********


really....
..................... who would've thought...

and the countdown begins..

g'damnit !!

What R U made of ??

this is what i see on my way back from work - everyday.

had goosebump all over
- every time i went under him

sounds kinda kinky isn't?? haha
................................ if only


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Groovy Weekend

met up with the biatches the other day. more like retired biatches. hah. it wasnt a wild nite out. i think we exhausted our quota on that one. way way over the limit. or maybe, we are saving our energy for bali. who's to know..

well - jc wanted japanese food. so japanese food it is.

im not sure if im into japanese food since i dun really know the menu. if i think of japanese food, i'll immediately think of sushi.there were alot of sushi to choose from. one word - NICE... i should've just ordered just this.

and yes. wasabi. which is supposed to be extremely HOT HOT HOT. but to tell u the truth, its not hot at all. it basically attacks ur nose and ur brain both at the same time. u think its hot. but ur lips doesnt even turn into brandy's lips. so.. no.. its not my cup of tea. wasabi that is.

well.. we went to sushi groove. we were being welcomed by the word "GROOVY" by their staffs.. it was abit odd.. feels like im supposed to do a 'saturday nite fever' pose or something upon entering...

vsk later became their self-voluntary-unappointed shouter.. she literally shouted (or at least said outloud) 'groovy' or 'welcum' to whomever customer that walked in.

since we sat quite near to the entrance, we must've heard 'groovy' like a million times that day.. so, it was kinda catchy.

we each ordered our food. feeling particularly hungry - i ordered something with rice. big bowl of rice and it cums with dessert.

my food was ok. though a bit weird. im not really happy with it. it was nice. so - so. its just that there was nothing japanese about it. but then again, how would i know rite? it was rice with chicken paprika all mixed together in that nabe.

dun look quite so appealing - isn't it?im not a fan.

but so far, it was ok. it was edible at least.
ahhh... i said that too soon.

dessert time..

we wanted to be abit adventurous in the food arena. well.. maybe not so.
lets see...
1. black pepper ice cream
2. wasabi ice cream
3. green tea ice cream
4. sesame ice creamhow wierd can it be, rite?

it was as bad as i look. even the new hair-do doesnt do justice to my expression. damn..
i feel like crying just trying to finish one tea-spoon..

yes.. it was that bad. it was so bad that i wanted to recommend this place to everybody. so they'll know how bad it was. there should be a law on ice-cream..

but it was a nice outing with the girls. funny thing, we hang out more often back when we had less $ looooooonnnng time ago.. hahha.. now, we are just bunch of old 'girls' trying to hold on to our 20s as hard as we can while embracing the 30s in a [fill in the blank] manner.

well, at least i am. heh..

after long window shopping looking for absolutely nothing in particular but trying on every shoes - every handbags .. wat nicer way to end up the night at Arios. my regular meeting place since those days.
this is where alot of "story of my life" begins - ends and everything in between. and as it was back in 1997 - it was still as it is now. though im into changes big time.. this is one of the few places i hope will never change. coz i love it just the way it is.

hmmm.. the story of my life.

sooooo GROOVY isn't?