... a letter for santa...

Dear Mr Clause..

here's my Christmas list..































any one of the above will do..

i have been a very V.E.R.Y. good girl (*sometimes only naughty*) this year..

otherwise.. that jantZ kabs will do.. :)
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... pssst...

message to home*

dun forget to remind joshua to clean my room*

hehe..

.. its 4am..

sometimes im not sure what im getting into..

but thats another story.

anyway.. went to the tarot lady the other day.. before the year is out.. basically next year is good.. in terms of health.. wealth.. work.. career... a female species [*in the family*] will have good news apparently. im hoping that particular female species wins a million dollar jackpot and bring me for holiday of a lifetime.. :) unfortunately.. the tarot lady says that female species in the family does not include me.. so.. no good news from me people..

another thing that scares me was that she mentioned im gonna meet someone thru work.. good relationship.. but he could also be involved or rather distracted by some other XX chromosome.. cis.. could be a married man.. or someone's prop.. not my thing. so, im gonna have to concentrate on the current mr(s) thats been residing in my head for so long which more likely giving me mental trauma more than anything else.

good plan!

im supposed to be doing work.. slept in right after coming back from work.. and waking up at this wee hours in the morning to finish up some work.. i have to finish up everything before i go on leave.. cant leave anything hanging.. its too little time.. too much work.. i dont think i can take any more of new work.. im drowning as it is.

anyway.. people at home may be happy about it.. but im done with my xmas shopping!! except for 1.. ok.. theres 7 more.. but that one we shared.. so.. im hoping CK or VSK can always think what to get and im just doing the contribution part.. so.. kira i am done..

hmmm.. my heart has been going dub dub dub dub lately..

damn it.

okla.. its 5am.. time do work..
stuck at facebook for what?

- CIS.

24 days to Christmas... :)

yup..
can u imagine that??

time actually flies like nobody's business this year... im still half way through my resolution.. wait!!! lemme think.. not even halfway.. and already i have to come up with another list for the new year..

cis!!

anyway.. im loving the atmosphere this month... the air is different.. it feels as if im breathing in fresh new found hope.. though im not sure why or what exactly is that.. its just a feeling i have like everything is gonna go my way.. not like i know what way am i wanting it to go.. or what way am i referring to..

i just feel rather happy.. and hopeful this month..

its christmas month la for goodness sake.. what else can u expect me to feel anyway right?

anyway.. havent done the xmas shopping bit yet.. wanted too in bangkok.. but timing just too short to window shop.. and look around for the best gift... so.. no.. sadly people.. no gift at all from the land up there.. next time la ahhh..

welll.. will try to do as much xmas shopping.. for the record, i only have this weekend free - for now. the next weekend im gonna go back for the weekend for alice's wedding (*which reminds me i still have to get that pink dress to go with the theme*).. and the next week im going back again for the holidays till next year..

hmmmm.. bila-la i can go HRC ni?? or LB?? damn it..

and i still need to see that tarot lady.. argggghhh.. time!! where art thou??

it seems like lately.. im looking for more time.. more and more of it.. coz there's just too little of it.. and so much to do.. argh..

there's alot of thing i promised myself to end at the end of this year. a few things to let go. to finally let go. and december seems to be just the month to have it all out.. give it all.. take it all.. and do it all.. and i'll be a brand new me next year..

:(

but thats another story.

for now.. enjoy the advent.

aikks... it's snowing already..

haiii.. christmas.. christmas..
so far yet so near..

;P