the puppies are making up so much noise and its driving me crrrrrraaaaazzzzzzzzzzzyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy and that is still the understatement of the year.
needless to say.. i cant sleep.
and its damn hot.
this is just TMTH.
urgh!
Monday, 28 April 2008
Sunday, 27 April 2008
the two face of evil..
we are living in a world where evil is taking over its glory... slowly but in a cruelest way man can imagine..
i just heard about the news in KK - a girl (or rather, a UMS student) was abducted while walking with a group of frens by none other than 2 evil, who confessed they were drunk & high on syabu and who took turn raping her and did stuff... i cant even begin to imagine what other stuff there is nor do i want to imagine.
the trauma she must be going through.
its just not something one can get over. not this nightmare.
not even with time.
no one deserve this.
young or old.
no one.
initially, i wanted to put the 2 evil face here.. but after much debate in my head... i ask myself... WHY DO I WANT TO SEE EVIL FACE EVERYTIME I GO INTO MY BLOG??
thats just arrrrrrrrrrgggggggggghhhh...
that is just giving them glory and giving them credits.
even blogging abt them is like giving them credit... as much as i hate doing this.. im just so angry now with the world...
*****just google: UMS STUDENT KIDNAPPED
i dont think giving the evils a long jail terms and rotan is punishment enuf.
nothing is punishment enuf for them.
i still think (same as nurin's case) that cutting their *stupid-evil-brother-if-u-know-what-i-mean* with a broken glass bit by bit is the way to do it.. and even then.. it doesnt bring enuf justice.
coz who would want to touch evil if its laid down infront of u?
what kind of upbringing does these evil must have had?? how were their childhood?? did they run around playing lumpur just like the rest of us??? did they curi the neighbour's mangga just like the rest of us?? or was it too traumatic that they had to inflict someone a part of their whatever traumatic past?? or were they really satan in the face of not-so-human outside and inside??
really. they dun look that much of a human.
at least i dont think so.
argggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhh...
the world is getting crazy - making me almost scared to live.
i just heard about the news in KK - a girl (or rather, a UMS student) was abducted while walking with a group of frens by none other than 2 evil, who confessed they were drunk & high on syabu and who took turn raping her and did stuff... i cant even begin to imagine what other stuff there is nor do i want to imagine.
the trauma she must be going through.
its just not something one can get over. not this nightmare.
not even with time.
no one deserve this.
young or old.
no one.
initially, i wanted to put the 2 evil face here.. but after much debate in my head... i ask myself... WHY DO I WANT TO SEE EVIL FACE EVERYTIME I GO INTO MY BLOG??
thats just arrrrrrrrrrgggggggggghhhh...
that is just giving them glory and giving them credits.
even blogging abt them is like giving them credit... as much as i hate doing this.. im just so angry now with the world...
*****just google: UMS STUDENT KIDNAPPED
i dont think giving the evils a long jail terms and rotan is punishment enuf.
nothing is punishment enuf for them.
i still think (same as nurin's case) that cutting their *stupid-evil-brother-if-u-know-what-i-mean* with a broken glass bit by bit is the way to do it.. and even then.. it doesnt bring enuf justice.
coz who would want to touch evil if its laid down infront of u?
what kind of upbringing does these evil must have had?? how were their childhood?? did they run around playing lumpur just like the rest of us??? did they curi the neighbour's mangga just like the rest of us?? or was it too traumatic that they had to inflict someone a part of their whatever traumatic past?? or were they really satan in the face of not-so-human outside and inside??
really. they dun look that much of a human.
at least i dont think so.
argggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhh...
the world is getting crazy - making me almost scared to live.
God, please create more nice people in this world and NONE of the evil. and please take care of my family & my frens & my relatives & those who i know & those who i dont know. oya. and me too. and please let the healing begin for whoever the girl is and to all who had to overcum this never ending nitemare. Amen.
Saturday, 26 April 2008
sunday blog..
you know how in your first date - or maybe the first few - there's a moment of silence in between conversation or topic.. coz u just cant find anything to say?? that you started to look around and even the table can become a topic?
yeah - well, that is EXACTLY what im feeling here.
which goes well for my blogsite coz obviously the topic itself assumes that im lost. am i lost?? in a way. life wise. mental wise. and all the wise i can actually think of. basically.
so, i guess, not knowing what to say here goes well with the concept.
its the weekend before the pay comes in.
have u ever been so skint that you actually - literally had to "korek tabung".. i remembered once when i was still studying. being skint is a normal phase when its nearing end month. me and my friend had to actually compiled all our 1cents and 2cents enough to buy us 1 box of ciggie. yeah... that thing is actually on top of our food chain. we had been eating rice and egg curry for the past one week.
but who cares about food right?
the idea of being skint during your uni years is different then. back then it was literally and i do mean literally "kosong sen". now, its just the lifestyle that you cant afford but good thing is, the resource for basic necessity i.e. that thing that still somehow end up on top of your food chain is still available.
my idea of being skint now is not being able to go shopping buying unnecessary stuff or that extra few books to add into my collection or that extra saving for rainy days (which is like every other day)...
so, yes. i am very much the miskin now.
im guessing april especially is not a good month to me. and to alot of people. bad lucks seems to befall on alot of people around me. not so much of a bad luck actually. but people around me are getting sick for no apparent reason. maybe its the weather. or maybe its the alignment of the star and the moon that somehow create all this sickness.
2 of my friends in the hospital. one due to be discharged today. thank God. my sis is down with chicken pox and shes preggy. of all times to get that thing. my dad has been under the weather but he's ok now. charlie brown was admitted due to some unknown desease and now getting so thin that im starting to call him, aneroxic dog.
its getting towards the end of the month. so, whatever curse there is has been lifted up. im happy for that. coz i just dont have the strength to be worried. and i tend to worry too much which is not good for my system coz i'll start having nightmares and stuff.
i know i made a deal with God a long time ago. but somehow somewhere i think He must've forgotten all about it. and im scared if He totally forgotten all about it.
I know it doesnt make any sense to you.
but when did i actually made sense?
making sense and me doesnt bode well together.
anyway, had to get ready. had to fetch my dad from the airport.
im glad he's coming over.
i miss home.
yeah.. one day, when im a millionaire..
i hope i can make home my home again.
later.
yeah - well, that is EXACTLY what im feeling here.
which goes well for my blogsite coz obviously the topic itself assumes that im lost. am i lost?? in a way. life wise. mental wise. and all the wise i can actually think of. basically.
so, i guess, not knowing what to say here goes well with the concept.
its the weekend before the pay comes in.
have u ever been so skint that you actually - literally had to "korek tabung".. i remembered once when i was still studying. being skint is a normal phase when its nearing end month. me and my friend had to actually compiled all our 1cents and 2cents enough to buy us 1 box of ciggie. yeah... that thing is actually on top of our food chain. we had been eating rice and egg curry for the past one week.
but who cares about food right?
the idea of being skint during your uni years is different then. back then it was literally and i do mean literally "kosong sen". now, its just the lifestyle that you cant afford but good thing is, the resource for basic necessity i.e. that thing that still somehow end up on top of your food chain is still available.
my idea of being skint now is not being able to go shopping buying unnecessary stuff or that extra few books to add into my collection or that extra saving for rainy days (which is like every other day)...
so, yes. i am very much the miskin now.
im guessing april especially is not a good month to me. and to alot of people. bad lucks seems to befall on alot of people around me. not so much of a bad luck actually. but people around me are getting sick for no apparent reason. maybe its the weather. or maybe its the alignment of the star and the moon that somehow create all this sickness.
2 of my friends in the hospital. one due to be discharged today. thank God. my sis is down with chicken pox and shes preggy. of all times to get that thing. my dad has been under the weather but he's ok now. charlie brown was admitted due to some unknown desease and now getting so thin that im starting to call him, aneroxic dog.
its getting towards the end of the month. so, whatever curse there is has been lifted up. im happy for that. coz i just dont have the strength to be worried. and i tend to worry too much which is not good for my system coz i'll start having nightmares and stuff.
i know i made a deal with God a long time ago. but somehow somewhere i think He must've forgotten all about it. and im scared if He totally forgotten all about it.
I know it doesnt make any sense to you.
but when did i actually made sense?
making sense and me doesnt bode well together.
anyway, had to get ready. had to fetch my dad from the airport.
im glad he's coming over.
i miss home.
yeah.. one day, when im a millionaire..
i hope i can make home my home again.
later.
Sunday, 20 April 2008
freeze ... anyone??
well, its all over in 4 minutes.. after 10 minutes or so... the place is back to empty.. almost that is.. do i feel any impact?? well, probably from the spot i did my 'pose'.. im more like a background than being part of the scene... which is always a good thing, in a way and a bad thing, in a way..
errr... what do i know kan...
but i did my part.. i guess..
did i save the earth??
hell no!!
i did contributed (and still is) the oh-so-increasing polution index.. hihi
so i wouldnt say i did my part for earth day.
sorry earth..
the designated camera/video woman did a good job (NOT!!) in preserving me into history. she actually brought her digi-cam.. but somehow, left the battery somewhere in her room.. errr... wtf woman!!!! hihi..
and this is all she managed..
can see mah kan???
can lah...
and the pic on top is us (minus the not-so pro video/camera woman) after the freezing.. though the other 2 clowns didnt actually froze but they did stand on one spot that entire 4 minutes.. saying stuff like, "ish... sia tia mau freeze pun ter-freeze juga oo.."...
kacau my posing only.. not that i actually pose... tiba2 there was a countdown and i was like... cis i'm not ready yet..
well, i had fun.
did you?
Thursday, 17 April 2008
Wednesday, 16 April 2008
welcome all...
now that this blog is no longer a private place for me to actually whine about the whole world.. i found myself creating another one for me to blah-blah-blah & be pathetic..
isn't that just stupid?
many would say, "TAU TAKPE.."
i would say.. if u cant cum up with ur own tagline - STOP saying it. dumb***.. Its not even funny. some tagline is just overly irritating especially if its overuse at inappropriate time by some non-creative people.
yes. i am turning evil.
im guessing my period coming soon.
i realise that lately, im more serious and less laidback.
maybe its the age thing or the monthly thingy.
in the past i can just close my eyes to small mistakes or smile (for the sake of being NOT-rude) at stupid jokes which is verging towards rudeness.
I can handle alot of things - (prior to lately).. Nowadays, it just drive me crazy. and yes i do mean OVER THE TOP crazy.
I can handle sarcasm. but to be rude while delivering a stupid joke which is rather an attack that only the joker/attacker think funny - is just asking for it. though its seldom that i give a piece of my mind directly, but i do have my moments. and i know i will regret it later.
anyway... thats out of my system..
fuhh..
well... welcom here to my new blogsite..
new to you. old to me.
Friendster's blog is just not as user-friendly or sk-friendly, i should say.
i still wish though that i could transfer that blog to here.. but truth is, i couldnt care less.
people,
im sweet.
really
ok..
u may go ahead and puke now.
..........
btw..
dun u just love DCook last nite??
hope he doesnt go home today.
wait..
let me check.
later.
isn't that just stupid?
many would say, "TAU TAKPE.."
i would say.. if u cant cum up with ur own tagline - STOP saying it. dumb***.. Its not even funny. some tagline is just overly irritating especially if its overuse at inappropriate time by some non-creative people.
yes. i am turning evil.
im guessing my period coming soon.
i realise that lately, im more serious and less laidback.
maybe its the age thing or the monthly thingy.
in the past i can just close my eyes to small mistakes or smile (for the sake of being NOT-rude) at stupid jokes which is verging towards rudeness.
I can handle alot of things - (prior to lately).. Nowadays, it just drive me crazy. and yes i do mean OVER THE TOP crazy.
I can handle sarcasm. but to be rude while delivering a stupid joke which is rather an attack that only the joker/attacker think funny - is just asking for it. though its seldom that i give a piece of my mind directly, but i do have my moments. and i know i will regret it later.
anyway... thats out of my system..
fuhh..
well... welcom here to my new blogsite..
new to you. old to me.
Friendster's blog is just not as user-friendly or sk-friendly, i should say.
i still wish though that i could transfer that blog to here.. but truth is, i couldnt care less.
people,
im sweet.
really
ok..
u may go ahead and puke now.
..........
btw..
dun u just love DCook last nite??
hope he doesnt go home today.
wait..
let me check.
later.
Monday, 14 April 2008
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