"Is it really possible that i would never see him again? As the years went on, I cant help wondering - if only in passing, whether that was it. As far as me and him were concerned. A brief period of togetherness - followed by nothing forever..."
- Only Love, Erich Segal (if im not mistaken!)
My whole life, i never really did believe in goodbyes.
Death aside - I just could not accept the concept of two people - who once meant 'something' to each other - to ever see one another for the rest of their lives. Its just unacceptable and not to mention, unthinkable.
Not to say that i did not wish so.
Only GOD knows how much i wanted to last see that person's back. putting an end to that part of my life. but weird as it sounds, its just impossible! it's either I find my way of reaching them.. OR they find their way to me.
Either way, it feels like fate (or through plans or coincidences :)) seems to work out the way or path or whatever you kids call it nowadays.
which is strange, i guess. its almost as if fate does not allow me to a real goodbye.
was there something fate is telling me?
or did i subconsciously give my instructions to fate to let our path cross again somewhere down the road?
finding them again, is it an act of retributional?
or purely vengeance?
i wonder.
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