what i love about new year is that it gives me a reason to start over.
people said, any day is a good day as any to start over.
true.
but still... most - if not all - of us.. need that reason - whatever that is - to start over. starting over is not an easy thing. there are times u just want to say, "f-it lah.. this is too hard.. im just gonna live my life and go with the flow..and see where it brings me" - and im beginning to understand the saying, "life only takes u so far"
there's a point in your life when u just have to take that step forward - no matter how small that step is..
i guess for me.. its a good year to right whatever wrong one has made in the past. to take that high road and apologize for the things that one may have done wrong and for the things people - or rather that someone - perceive as wrong.
its a good year to start something that one always wanted to do.. no matter how insignificant others may think. for once... do something that make you proud. rather than what others think you should do..
hearing 'i told you so' over and over again is just too much sometimes. saying it to someone is even worst even if its something they needed to hear. the burden is heavy enough without those 4 little words.
sometimes - sometimes.. when life gets too heavy.. the only thing that one needed to hear is that.. "this too shall pass."
i have high hopes for this year. 2008 in a nutshell is just not a very good year - it wasnt bad but it wasnt that good. it was ok but it wasnt great.
but still, i do appreciate every minute of it. coz no matter what i do today.. it may inspire the ME in say, 10 years time. so i hope - i hope - i wont disappoint the future me. otherwise this blog will be a total sham in the future.
a dear friend once told me.. when ur heart is heavy..
having said that..
i still have hope.
and that my friend is already something.
over and out.
people said, any day is a good day as any to start over.
true.
but still... most - if not all - of us.. need that reason - whatever that is - to start over. starting over is not an easy thing. there are times u just want to say, "f-it lah.. this is too hard.. im just gonna live my life and go with the flow..and see where it brings me" - and im beginning to understand the saying, "life only takes u so far"
there's a point in your life when u just have to take that step forward - no matter how small that step is..
i guess for me.. its a good year to right whatever wrong one has made in the past. to take that high road and apologize for the things that one may have done wrong and for the things people - or rather that someone - perceive as wrong.
its a good year to start something that one always wanted to do.. no matter how insignificant others may think. for once... do something that make you proud. rather than what others think you should do..
hearing 'i told you so' over and over again is just too much sometimes. saying it to someone is even worst even if its something they needed to hear. the burden is heavy enough without those 4 little words.
sometimes - sometimes.. when life gets too heavy.. the only thing that one needed to hear is that.. "this too shall pass."
i have high hopes for this year. 2008 in a nutshell is just not a very good year - it wasnt bad but it wasnt that good. it was ok but it wasnt great.
but still, i do appreciate every minute of it. coz no matter what i do today.. it may inspire the ME in say, 10 years time. so i hope - i hope - i wont disappoint the future me. otherwise this blog will be a total sham in the future.
a dear friend once told me.. when ur heart is heavy..
dont say, "dear God, i have a BIG problem."this blog is not meant to be emotional coz its not an emotional post. nor does it meant to inspire coz its not even inspiring. its just a reminder to me to start my spiritual journey. (im not sure what to call it.. but its my blog so i can call it whatever i want.. :P) - to accept that some things are beyond my reach. to accept that some things are beyond my control. to accept that some things are just not meant to be. to accept that some things are just best left misunderstood.
just say, "dear problem, i have a BIGGER God."
having said that..
i still have hope.
and that my friend is already something.
over and out.
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