Tuesday, 5 August 2008

Breaking Dawn

So the wait is over.

The longing is over.


Took a half day leave for a book.

Can u believe that? Ugh.


I started reading at 3pm at coffee bean. Or a little more after that, since I had to get my latte and stuff.


I was so happy to see how thick the book is and as I flipped through the contents, the font look just about right. Meaning NOT BIG. Coz I hate big font.. I want this book to go and on and on and on and on…


Well..


Found a good comfortable place outside CB, since I love polluting mother earth and be part of the global warming scene. If u cant beat them, join them. At least im contributing rite? Nevermind the team..


Heh..


Well, here goes my review.


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So.. as I was reading it… I was not even half way through the book, already my eyes starting to embarrass me in public. Damn it.. All this uncontrollable waterfall effect is SO not good for my reputation here – not that im famous or anything. But I could be if I go on reading there – I decided that its best to get my butt out of CB coz the bunch of people sitting beside my table are starting to look at me and whispering to each other.


Potong stim saja..


Yup. Its 12:23am now and im finished with the book.

And I’m sad coz that’s the end of it.


Its the same when I read the final chapter of HP series. I hated the ending so much. Maybe it’s the idea of The End that makes it so hard to accept.


Anyway, back to the book – there are no words to describe it. Bravo Bravo Ms Meyer. Another standing ovation from me.. I wanted to read the book all over again when I realized that I was only halfway through the book.


I love how unpredictable the book is. Ok. There’s bound to be happy ending coz even if the story revolve around vampires, warewolf and fights, her story is first and foremost, romance. Its hard core love story minus the porn-scene. That is all left to your imagination. Though, I’m surprise that this particular book still fall under young-adult category.


During my waiting period, I’d never thought this would be the approach Meyer used for the last part of twilight installation. I was hoping for more of Edward & Bella. More of JUST THEM story and JACOB here and there. The TRIANGLE itself.


so am i Team Edward or Team Jacob..??

hard to say.

coz, even knowing the ending, i would still want both. if given the choice..


hmmm did the best men win?


What else can I say?? I cant say anything much here, coz my sis – CK (who already warn me under no circumstances to give the book to VSK first..) and of course VSK and LK back home, they haven’t got the chance to read it yet.


So, what im saying is that. Good book. Good ending.

And I cant wait for EDWARD’s story. Midnight Sun.


Yup.. another year to go..


Sunday, 3 August 2008

welcum little ones..

My sis - JK, just gave birth last nite.


so.. baby Caitlyn Rose Lai - otherwise will be known as CRL from now onwards, welcum to our little dysfunctional, weird & 'will-somehow-b-there-for-u' family.. I cant promise to be the best aunt the world can offer - but i promise u, i'll sneak in an ice-cream or two whenever 'mummy-JK' said 'no' to that.. it'll be our little secret.

:)

hmmm... if only i'm at home. Im happy for her - for them. Mr & Mrs Lai Jr.
and yet, im sad at the same time coz i so want to be at home.

now more than ever.

its strange how the world change so much over-night.

i wonder sometimes, if that route is ever in store for me. though at the rate im going at the moment, finding someone enuf to make me for once commit to one place forever & ever & ever.... seems like a faraway dream.

people said u'll find HIM in the least expected moment - and at the least expected place. well, tell u the truth, and not wanting to sound so desperate - i kinda hope He'll find his way to me coz if its up to me - i'll never find him.. coz, i'm tired. the whole concept of finding someone right is totally exhausting coz its always the wrong ones. the wrong religion. the wrong character. the wrong age. wrong timing. wrong city. wrong something - well, there's always something. and its not something superficial like his eyes cross or something..

maybe im just so fixated on not ending up with someone wrong that i always fall for someone wrong. so, at least i can blame it on them rather than on me.

well - i dunno. thats just a theory.

and it put a strain in my head thinking about all this. coz, its not even my thinking. its the society's perception that there must be something wrong with me for still being husband-less that eventually made it so believe-able. if only they stop doing it and start looking at how good i am in other part of my life. but no - now, i'm being judged by who am i with.

i cant imagine going back for the full-moon and those people asking me, "bah - bila lagi ko punya turn ni?? apa lagi? jangan jadi pemilih bah..."

dun u just wanna shake them all over (like realllllyy shaking them...) & telling them its not their life if i end up with super duper loser just to get out from statistic.. i may eventually end up with the wrong ones, but i hope when i do so - i mean - IF i ever do so, it'll be my own doing. my own choice and not bcoz im pressured into doing it.

anyways... back to CRL.. even if this 'Ati-Na' is miles away.. remember that, i'll always be there for u. in case if u kena rotan one day by ur mummy yg who knows jadi mamak garang (you'll never know!!!) - know that u'll always have a place in my home. wherever that is. and this goes out to my other two adorable nephews, JSG & ASG. and my future niece - keisya.

eh!! ada nama suda.. hahahha

well, the pic is up. just check out the bloglist. under JUST ME & US...

to LL & JK.. congrats.
many times over.

muahss.. thats for the newborn.
buat pa sia mau kiss korang..
ish.. teda kerja.

bah k la.