boulder attempt

i love climbing.
not really into bouldering though.

back in early May this year, it started out as a getaway.

to make myself occupied so as not to think about 'stuff' as much - which is really uncalled for.

and i fell in love with the game.


i was good (on a beginner level) in it and totally committed.

but i do have my off days. and for the whole month of september and i guess maybe this month too.. are my off days. or rather off months.

i'm losing my 'mojo' - in the words of one of my climber buddy. im just not into it as much as i wanted to.

my grip was (and still is) not as strong. my endurance are gone with the wind. my stamina (whatever that is) is totally below zero.

i need to jump up & down and get that cherry to gain back that long lost energy and determination. *think super mario* hehe..


but it didnt stopped me from entering into competition just to push me. to see how far i've gone.

believe me when i said, i havent gone that far yet.

im back to the very beginning of my climbing days. sad but very oh so true.

after the last pic on top, i fell..

in my hearts of hearts, i know i can do better.
just not now.

give me time.

*dush.dush.air*
with 'eye of a tiger' soundtrack at the background.


(all pics are courtesy to the photographer En MFairuz during the recent M'sian Xtreme Sprts N'nal C/ship - all curi from FB. hah!!)

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wish u could be there to support me, cruella.
even if its only in spirit.