just about right..

if u had asked the 16 year old me, what do i want out of life..

well.. to tell u the truth, at that time, i just want to have that special someone.. my knight in shining armour.. to whisk me off my feet and take me far far far very far away.. from home.

(opps. sorry home.)

so kasian kan..

i still dunno what i really wanted out of life back then.. apart from getting a pass (which is all the more than sufficient to me) for my spm-then.. i didnt really wanted anything else.. bf came on top of the list.

budu kan..

if i only knew back then what headache they'll bring with them into my life, i'll never wish for them.

but then again.. i dun think so.
nah..

i'd still wish the same thing.

coz its nice having that punching bag. that shoulder.. that listener. that foc adviser.. all to urself.

now that im not 16 anymore.. there are times - when i feel like the 16 year old me still living inside me.. still wondering whether her knight in shining armour ever gonna make an appearance in her life..

maybe he did. but maybe coz there were too many knights around that she got blinded as to which knight to dwell on.

knights after knights.. i think by now.. i deserve a king.
(think big)

a dear friend told me.. why look for mr right when mr right now is/are available at the moment?

thing is, if a certain mr right now is actually the mr right.. how do one make him see that? how do one change a life style? how do one change a mind set?

why are we woman so stuck to traditional principal on waiting for the mr right now to eventually feel the need to be that mr right? why cant we take the chance of finding out?

just a metaphor la people.
no real facts attached to the above blog.

haha.

im just saying.

.... right.