pulling the bandage...

its merdeka again.

like i said before.. it has nothing to do with the independence day.

here's what happened throughout the years during the merdeka weeks..

2007: happy birthday???
2008: long weekend to come... ugh
2009: nostalgic weekend...

i have mixed feelings about it.

had i gone to sleep that very night many many years ago and not turn up in that place.. my life would be different now. i wouldnt be staying up late tonight thinking, where is this going?

believe me.. had i started my blog earlier.. you would've had alot of versions of my merdekas.. about 10 of them - me thinks.

i tried to re-create a new version of merdeka this year. it didnt work out.

*dinding forgets. or maybe couldnt be bothered*

my merdeka chapter ends here.

p.s.

i do wish im in your shoe now.
then maybe one day, you'll be in mine.