i wish..

i wish for alot of things.

but for now.. i wish for once i have that certain someone here. and i can actually..

- TALK to this someone.
- SEE this someone.
- TOUCH this someone.

without this someone disintegrating into thin air..

i've had it enough with the technology. i've had it enough with putting up alphabets together to form words with the hope of reaching that someone. i've had it enough with all this SMSing... YMing.. MSNing.. Emailing..

not to say im not gonna use it for my benefit. im just saying - its starting to lose its appeal.

well.. basically, im just fed up with all of this.

i wish i can RELY on that someone and knowing that i can ACTUALLY rely on them when im in need - like life & death situation - no matter how busy life gets in the way.

i wish that someone can just say what they mean. say what they really want. say what they really think. and stop with the 'we shall see' which leads to nowhere.

i wish i can say alot of things without sounding stupid.

i wish im strong enough to say f-off.
i wish i can just be indifference.
i wish i can just have selected amnesia.

most of all,
i wish i dont have to wish.

p.s. another entry full of crap.
or so it seems.

:P