my new bff

its only march.

and i cant imagine how long are we gonna be exposed to this extreme heat.. not only its super duper hot outside and inside.. at times, its very hard to even breath.. thre's just not enough air to breath in..

arggghh...

and it doesnt help if the air cond at the office sometimes collapse.. due to - well, im not sure why.. if i know why. maybe i can fix it eh..

anyway.. seeing that its hot outside.. my old forgotten bestfriend decided to come back and taunt me.. after being M.I.A for the most part of last year.. mr migrane seems to have adopted loyalty in his nature in that it sticks by me through thick and thin.. once, it lasted for 3 months or more.. and when i said 3 months.. i meant that literally. continuously. every single f'ing day - hour - minute - second. i had to take painkillers like every hour or so.. and it doesnt even help.

im still having trauma over it.

when it was finally over.. i wonder what i did to make it end coz now, its attacking me again. and its only the first week of living with my newfound BFF.

its hard waking up with mr migrane to hang on to.. its like having hangover everyday. and i wouldnt mind that abit had i partied like hell the night before.

at least something kan?

mr migrane.. please go away.. dont come back tomorrow.

i miss my migrane-free days.

please God.. make it rain more often.. no need to banjir-banjir alll.. just enough to make the temperature go down.. and maybe.. i dun have to befriend this mr migrane as much.

hmmm..

maybe i should go back to sleep now before it comes.

o'well - g'nite everybody.

:)

World 25

the world is still recovering from haiti.. and then chile comes along.. hawaii almost. japan almost.

im not proud to say this.. but im one of them thousands if not millions who didnt sleep waiting for the "countdown" at hawaii.. its live on CNN - every angle was covered. who wouldnt get excited like that?? its like watching movie. almost surreal. and i was almost dissapointed when i didnt see the big wave. not that i wanted it to happen. im glad it didnt happen. that you have to understand.

i may be evil at times. but NOT to that extent.
heheh..

anyway.. when one disaster after another strikes us - without even giving the world a chance to breath.. we start questioning.. what is really happening to the world? is it really the sign that the end is coming? why give signs? cant u just end already?

hah!

welll.. the point to this blog is the song..

i love the collaboration.. but im just thinking how cum my hubby, david cook not there ah?? aishhhh...

as said.. do more than just listen. feel the song.

may God be with those in need.

:)

p.s.
happy birthday sis.
wish upon the star. may you get what u wished for.
:)