New year - not so new me.

I dont really have any new resolution this year.. Though from my past experience.. My year was so much better when i had a checklist to go by..

Rather than just going with the flow...

The last year was the hardest to live. It was everything i do not want n everything i ever wanted.. All happened in a space of 1 year..

Alot to take in.. And alot to give up..

It was understanding a situation a decade too late.

There's still a tiny bit of hope in me but a bigger part of me just wish that small part of me gone.

So this year.. Though i am in need of one hell of a checklist... I only have one new resolution.

I just want to be happy.

I will find a reason everyday to make me smile..

And laugh hard.

Shouldnt be hard kan?

We shall see.